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Recall back that time NYP interview. Joven & me came out of the office, after knowing that we can't get in. both of us was tearing. Wanted to went home. but we promise to L4D2 after this. planned with Joven not to show any saddness or unhappy mood to Han Liang. So once we relaxed we went down. we smiled to Han Liang and pretend like nothing, we was alright. I couldn't do anything. i can't even stone aside, i must pretend. half way through, went aside chat on the phone with my mum. cried like fuck. i feel suffering to pretend like nothing happen! bet this feeling same goes to Joven. Came back to them after that. i still smiling and pretending of course. Han Liang suddenly said something raftly like this "why seems like nothing to you! still can relax relax, you not sad de meh?!" the way he say it's not in a good manner. I looked that Joven and look away. That moment really really feel like went home just like that!!! what can i do? i know the reason why i couldn't get in too, GPA low, works not good also! what more can i expect? Just feel damn bad that Joven and me planned not to spoil he's mood of "celebrating" after all this shit. && yet he said this to me.. maybe it's a good things to me? atleast i know my acting was good enough! i swear to the core~ the feeling was damn SUCK!FUCK! till now i still can't overcome it! Of course you tired of saying. because you won't be seeing us anymore! & tons & tons of friends waiting for you ahead. After all this shit you don't have to face us anymore and talk somemore. is that's what you are thinking right now?
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